Fall from heaven to the hell .

That day I posted that " the original you are finally changing back " on my blog , Well , I think that was just a dream , and now is the time to wake up . no more sweetness , no more message , no more telling before doing .

Since you're in K.K , you used to text me automatically , replied the message that I sent , sms sweet till made me can smile in anytime ,  let me know before doing anything and more .. But why change again my dear ? Why you doesn't do those thing that you did at K.K to me anymore ? You made me feel warm and happy , but hurt me again at the last ! I'm tired , I'm disappointed , I'm sad , But do you care ? no respond I know .

Alright , maybe you feel it's okay whether you telling me or not before doing something , but you know that , I'm always here waiting for you . I though you very clear about that ? You knew it right ? But why you still want me to worry , to wait , to disappointed , to sad ?! Sometime I really suspect about your love . If you really love me as you said , you won't do me like this ! you will not make me worry about you ! you will cherish every moment that we're together ! you will not let me wait for almost whole day ! But I always tell myself , love is to believe but not suspect . So that I act normal in front of you once more .

I know , I know it's hard to asked you change in a sudden  , *江山易改 本性难移  , i understand this sentence . Maybe the person have to change is me . I'm not enough strong , not enough strong to bear how you treat me . But I already try my very best to make you relax , not to make you stress of me and this relationship .