Sad .. =/

Smile ? A little fake ,

You all are so obviously , I know that post is about me . 

All of that is my fault , I know .. 

Maybe you all mad at me because I look like never regret what had I done ?

Because the smile on my face ? Because I just act normal after the case ?

I'm not going to investigate anything ..

I just wanna tell you guys ..

I smile because some of you all ever asked me don't think too much and be happy..

I look normal because I don't want anyone of you all worry about me ..

 But did you all know ? 

In the two weeks after the case happen ..

I nightmare everynight after that case..

I cried automaticly before I sleep or think about that ..

I just like live in a dark world  ..

Now started to be okay a bit already ..

But the other problem came out again ..

Haix  , I don't how many problem I gonna solve again ..

I'm not mad or angry .. Just SAD ..