我只希望

有没有发现，在你面前 ..
我不再唠叨

我要求并不高 ， 只要能让我知道你在哪里，在干什么，我就不会一定要你信息或拨电给我 。至少这样能让我觉得还有一点点的安全感。可是你并不会每次都满足我那小小的要求。

昨天整个下午联络不到你，你妹说你没回家。我开始着急了  我出门，只希望能遇上你，结果也没有你的人影。5点钟左右.. 你的手机开了，打得通 可你却没接 ，我不放弃 继续打 你终于接了我问你 为什么不接电话？你回答我说 对不起，刚才会到家直接到外面修理我的脚踏车 。虽然松了一口气，可是心想难道我连你的"脚踏车"都不如吗？算了，我没骂你，只问了你一句  下次先告诉我好吗？ .. 你说好  我们都沉默了 ..

有时候觉得其实我不应该那么在意，那么在乎你，因为你根本不会珍惜。男人都一样 等到失去了才懂得珍惜。可是我不想！我不想你也一样  ， 因为我从不让人对我从失去中学会珍惜 。我只希望你对我能比现在稍微好一点点，最主要的是 让我知道你在哪里，在干什么  这样就够了

I'm always waiting .

You know that ....

I'm always hold and look at my phone , and waiting for it ring and the person who call are you .
I'm always looking at you when you talking phone , and waiting for you to tell me who's that calling with you .
I'm always look at the class's door , and waiting for you pass through my class .
I'm always walk around the school , and waiting for you to appear .
I'm always by your side , and waiting for you to hold my hand .
I'm always staring at you when you're ready to leave , and waiting for you to give me a hug .
I'm always online when cannot contact you , and waiting for the chat box or notification to appear your name .
I'm always fake a angry face when you said something bad of me , and waiting for you to comfort me .
I'm always saying that I'm not as pretty as someone , and waiting for you tell me that I'm perfect for you .

Most of the time I'll just get disappoint at the last . But never mind , at least I never stop to look forward :)

Why must use fight to settle ?

I don't know why , boys must use fight only can settle everything ? Can't just calm down and talk nicely to each other . But luckily they had settled and nobody get hurt . :)

Really have been shocked just now , scare he will get hurt . Because his hand haven't completely recover yet , really worried about him so much just now . Last night i used to repeat and repeat advised him , ask him don't be so impulsive and try asked him to calm down , he don't even care what I talking about . At the moment I really don't know have to use what language to advise him just he'll understand . 

At last both of them didn't hit each other , just keep on talking with the loud voice , and said out what they not willing to . The boy brought many of his friend for helping and cover him , i though he really dare to stand out by alone ? Anyway , its great to settled up and nobody get hurt :) 

I'm not a superwoman .. Do you understand ? ♥

You understand that , I'm not a superwoman?  

I'm not a suprwoman can bear however you treat me. When you didn't answer my call , or didn't reply my message , you know what am I thinking of ? I'm mad of worry of course , but the other reason that make I sad or mad is you don't even know or care my feeling when I'm waitting for you . The longest time that I waiting for you is for almost 5 hours . In the 5 hours , my phone never leave from my hand , because I scare , I scare I'll miss your call . You never knew it right ? Because I never told you  . Sorry that I used to nag you when you didn't find me . 

But did you feel that I'm starting to change ? Obviously . You will not saw that much missed call or message when you leave your phone , you will not heard that much complain when you didn't go tuition and let me alone , you will not feel that I'm always stick with you when with your friend ,  Know why ? Because you make me change , make me feel that its useless to care so much if you don't like . So , are you feeling much better now ?

You told me , you know that I'm getting envy of other couple's sweetness . And you said its not because of my FB status , is you really can see throught my eye when I'm looking at the couple . I didn't ask much when you told me . I'm thinking of , you said that you know , but why you don't even have a respond ?  I'd rather you don't even know anything if you choose to ignore . Yea , I admit that I'm realy envy , is super envy ! When looking they holding hand , talk with non stop , keep on smiling with each other , really sweet . I didn't felt it for a long time . Even that , I'll not hold your hand or do whatever automaticly , just feel if you want then you'll come and touch me by YOURSELF not me . This is why I less touch you when hanging out together .

I know myslef , I know I'll just say " Nothing , I'm okay " with a smile when you asking why I look like moody . You ever asked me in message , am I fake-ing a smile ? I feel like my tears gonna fall down when saw the message, But I'm still insisted on not telling you the truth and continue act normal . The changes of me , let you feel I'm less care-ing you ? I telling you now , I will never stop care-ing you , I will never let you gone from me ! Understand ?!  ♥

没想到 我开始累了

我对我们的恋情 开始累了
很多事情都发生了 也变了

没想到连我们之间的感觉也变了
即使走在一起 那感觉也变了
没话题, 没牵手, 没说笑   只有沉默
以前的我都在希望我们一起走的路不要那么快结束
现在却觉得 路 越变越漫长
会希望早点走完 至少不用看着你却没话说
你每次都问我，怎么啦？ 怎么静静 ？
我都微笑着说， 没事啊 ^^
我们单独的时候真的只剩这两句了
心痛  也痛惯了 开始对这样觉得习惯了

没想到我开始羡慕别的情侣了
羡慕他们的甜蜜  羡慕他们无话不说
那甜滋滋的笑容  那滔滔不绝的话题
令我想念以前的我们，
以前的我从不羡慕别对情侣
因为我觉得我很幸福 甚至比所有情侣还要幸福
没什么好羡慕别人的
可是现在，  不得不承认

没想到你**反对我们继续在一起了
我看到那信息的时候 真的觉得心痛
原来她早就告诉你 跟我暂时分开的事
只是你一直都没告诉我 怕我伤心？
现在才知道的我更加心痛
我也说了 我们就在这里结束吧
你想也没想就说了 “我要的就只有你”
这句话让我舍不得你 让我不想就这样离开你

为什么我感觉不到你对我的爱了？
是我的问题吗？是我不信任你吗？
我知道你爱我  可是那感觉就是令我对你的爱怀疑了

Hate you much !

Hye dirty girl ! I'm damn sick of you !
You know that you make me so fuckin' hate you !?
Not only me , more than half of my sister and friends also hate you !
Even they didn't know you that well .
Yea, many people know that what's ur attitude ,
and know that what's your famous history .
But I tell u here , I know more and more and more than them !
Ur attitude are just like a primary's child , even your dressing or your look make you look mature .
Only 14 years-old , but .... Sigh* Don't know how to say ..
No comment at all .
If you're couple with that guy , so don't tell another guy that you love him , miss him or whatever .
Why can't you just concentrate on a person that you love ?
Well , i know that's your thing , and none of my business of course.
But you have to know , HE's my friend and I treat him as my brother ,
I cannot just ignore to see you "play" him .
Don;t tell him that you love him if you just wanna say for fun !
And ! Which ear did you heard I said your bad ?
So PRO with made up stories hor ?
Come and say in front of me if you can prove it that i ever say you !
Stop " Hiao " larh you .. Only got boy in you world !
I wish that I can slap you someday !

YOU're totally change !

You're totally change .

Now , you'll only find me when you need my help .

Because someone was replaced me in your heart .

But even i felt that , i will also try my best to help you ,

I also don't know why ?

Now when you need somebody to accompany you ,

you will not find me anymore .

Fell got a bit sad and hurt..

But I'll just act normal ,

because i never want to quarrel with you .

Hye friend , I hope you understand  ,

understand that the friendship of us are still important for me .

I know , 

Don't have a friend can accompany a people til the end of the world ,

But at least I ever cherish the friendship of us ♥