Twice

 

Cry for twise in few hours ,

 Once because of HIM ,

Once because of THEM .

When recess time ,

I saw HIM and HER was chit-chating at the canteen .

And there's only two of them , don't have other people beside them .
Actually I'm not angry or mad , just feel shocked ,

and my tears fall suddenly .

cause I ever told him :

"Me and her cannot stay in a same environment ,

so you're just can only choose one of us ."

Then he said :

" Of course my choice is you ,

and I promise won't repeat it anymore . "

So now ?

What happen to your promise ? 

Nevermind , I'll act nothing happend ,

because I'll try to ignore this kind of thing and let you to do whatever you want or like :')

 Til the last two period ,our class are relief,

 me and my sista ,  

EMILY , KIMBERLY , CINDY , LOUISA and LOVELL  was  stay at the canteen .

We're enjoy our topic with gossip about L**A W**G 

After that , we change topic ,

Kimmie started to talk about her grandpa was pass away ,

and she talked about those things that happened when her grandpa in the hospital

LOUISA's eyes getting red , seems like gonna rain .

And I could not control my tears too ,

They keep asking for stop crying , and ask why I cried .

I didn't explain cause I don't wanna to say about it anymore .

Actually I'm thinking about THEM that was R.I.P

I try to stop thinking but I just can't :|
 I know I shouldn't think too much of it again , 
bacause that was already happened , nobody can change the fact.
Anyway , I must to accept it ..

And today is Jack Kong's birthday , 

Happy Birthday my DEAREST FRIEND ! 

Hopeful that both of you are fine at the other world

We'll miss you both always  :')