Wednesday, January 19, 2011

2011 , the worst year =(

1st ,
I had done a big and serious mistake that made me feel so DAMN regret >.<
I think dnt need I say so clearly also you guys will understand what I talking about ..
So , Im not going to discuss about that anymore ='(

2nd ,
My school life ,,
I 1st time went to school at 2011 is Monday ( 17 Jan  )
But I early back home around 9.40 a.m that day , because my back was so pain >.<
Today ( 19 Jan ) is the 2nd times .
My dear went to school too ,
But I angry him at the time that i gonna walk out from school ..
His hand injured but he told me he wanna stay at school for the co-cum ? 
And I need to wait him til 5 p.m evening today !
I just fake a angry face and go out from the school , ALONE !
And I was take a looooooottttttttt of books from school today ..
Normaly's guy sure will accompany or help their girlfriend right ?
I though he'll accompany me or help me to hold those book , but he didn't !
What The F*** ????
Im not going to contact with him til he know what's his fault !
='(

3rd ,
He's starting to chat with GIRLS without telling me ..
Im waitting him to tell me but he didn't ,
Till the time that I ask just he admit >.<
And some girls "sweet" post he also reply ..
Hye ! Im not transparent okay !
Everytime also I need to tolerance and forgive you !
I had cried for you four - five times in a month and few weeks include today ..
What I gonna tell you right now is " Dear , I really tired of cried , cares , jealous , sad and disappoint at all , can you please try to understand me some more ? Love is have to accommodate by each other .. Its not called LOVE if just I accomodate you but you just continue do what you like "

Thats all ='( <3

1 comment:

  1. hey there pretty! i`m here just gving you some advice.i may not be perfect or good but trust me.i experience once like you.well,you are correct.no body worth your tears but there is one group of people worth your tears-your family.well,you grew up with them.they know you better.if you cry for your boyfriend,does he even say "are you ok" sincerely? trust me.never trust anyone 100% especially boys.they cannot be trusted.they might say "i love you" easily but does it come from their heart? i dont think so.so,jennie,dont trust guys easily ok.learn from past cause past will teach you how to be more mature.so have fun in life.make something interesting and positive about your life ok.take care Jennie.and whatever people say,just think that everyone makes mistake and i`m still learning.

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